Third trimester shenanigans: Jinx

So, forget what I said about sleeping because the last few nights have been hit or miss ūüėÄ Here are the revelations not sleeping has brought me. When Lil Boo doesn’t sleep, I can’t sleep. There could be a myriad of reasons why the boy ain’t falling to sleep. It could be because he’s been a bit sick lately. It… Read more →

Fear part 3: Feel what you feel, baby

Behind all the fear that has recently arisen there are many other emotions. As I prepare for sleep by deeply breathing my emotions offer suggestions and dissolve into darkness.¬†Now that the¬†intensity of all that fear has passed, I am left with a richness of inner wisdom to be applied to different areas of life. My challenge is.. well.. hearing and… Read more →

Fear part 2: Bringing it back together

As the mouse¬†chipmunk vole saga continues to unwind outside our house, I find myself learning more about fear everyday. I hate fear. I should live boldly; bravely charging into life. I don’t want to deal with fear. It’s not like listening to fear has actually ever helped me. It usually makes things worse since I can’t fix what scares me.… Read more →